i am an agony aunt (rabia)

i wish my friends weren't so complicated. i never realised when they turned from just plain simple kids to really complex teenagers!

two of my friends happen to like each other. both of them also happened to have had a brief "relationship". but the girl felt doubtful about all this and so they broke up. and now she thinks that she probably really did like him a lot. meanwhile the boy is just confused and is talking nonsense in front of me. i jokingly call him emotionally shattered. both of them know that they like each other, they are good friends, roam around together in school, yet behave so idiotically. they really get on my nerves sometimes.

and the the worst thing is, i happen to counsel the guy about his relationship problems. yeah, i am his friend. but they are simply stretching the whole thing. and i can only stretch myself so far that i don't retract and hit them on their faces!

hopefully these kids are going to return to their sense soon!

i ended my friendship (trisha)

The last few days have been really melancholic. Its like I am the solitary reaper and my life is Wordsworth. 

I had a friend, and I ended my friendship with her.  She was popular and I was probably the bee that searched for an attractive flower. But lately I felt uneasy staying with her. She had changed. Maybe I was the one who had seen the non-existent all this time. But anyways, I am no longer friend with her.

Is it queer that I feel better now that I am not with her? It’s liberating to know that you don't have to constantly act something that you aren't for someone. Even if you think that she was your friend. 

If Wordsworth had to write a poem, he would probably pen me down like this.

"I am greater now than I was ever with you.

I am better than the things that you called me

I am bigger than the heart that you showed me

I am greater now than I was ever with you

I am happier now with what I am

I am jollier now than what you made me

I am livelier now than the life I had spent with you

I am greater now than I was ever with you

I seldom miss what we had shared

I never miss what you were to me

I am stronger than the pieces that you left me in

I am greater now than I was ever with you"