i ended my friendship (trisha)

The last few days have been really melancholic. Its like I am the solitary reaper and my life is Wordsworth. 

I had a friend, and I ended my friendship with her.  She was popular and I was probably the bee that searched for an attractive flower. But lately I felt uneasy staying with her. She had changed. Maybe I was the one who had seen the non-existent all this time. But anyways, I am no longer friend with her.

Is it queer that I feel better now that I am not with her? It’s liberating to know that you don't have to constantly act something that you aren't for someone. Even if you think that she was your friend. 

If Wordsworth had to write a poem, he would probably pen me down like this.

"I am greater now than I was ever with you.

I am better than the things that you called me

I am bigger than the heart that you showed me

I am greater now than I was ever with you

I am happier now with what I am

I am jollier now than what you made me

I am livelier now than the life I had spent with you

I am greater now than I was ever with you

I seldom miss what we had shared

I never miss what you were to me

I am stronger than the pieces that you left me in

I am greater now than I was ever with you"